I hate waking up like this.
I feel gross. Like I don’t even know why.
Is it because I’m dehydrated? Is it from not eating? Is it because I haven’t been taking my iron since it now disintegrates in my mouth? Is it from sleeping too much?
I’m dreaming about white people from high school and actually bonding and wanting to hang out with them. Wtf. I don’t even like white people. I guess I feel unstimulated and bored. I never really like sleeping I just hate being tired and feeling like I’m neglecting my body. That’s when your body heals itself you know? So if you never sleep, you never have time to heal physically or mentally.
Idkk all I know is I need to figure it out because this is gross.