Destructive energy

I need to release energy. I want to destroy. I picked up a lighter and had the urge to burn something down like I tree or my dorm 😳 I’m texting every fucking man who doesn’t piss me off and even some who do piss me off 🙄🙄🙄😊 I deleted this man number and I […]

What’s missing?

Am I not supposed to even be thinking about other people… Like is this some neglect of myself????

Why are people afraid of touch?

I feel close and connected to people who I can be my 100% true self around..If I can just jump from one persona to another and know that you’re gonna like whoever shows up then I feel safe.

Epiphany

I just realized the cause of so many of my problems! What I want from men, why I want to cuddle with men I don’t have feelings for, why I feel disconnected from my friends, why I feel so often that no one loves me, why I go through my bouts of depression, why I […]