New Thing

Tu Jan 11 658 pm Good: affectionate, attractive face, ambitious, listens to me (sometimes/rarely), connected, leader, willing to help, proper hygiene, communicative, wants growth, moved for better life, honest, likes me being on her for better, gets me to work on time Concerns: temper, jealousy, dislike of my boundaries, cheating past, others, assumption/internalized belief that […]

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Dream: Cardi hugs

Sun jan 2 from Sat jan 1 538 A Okayy so all i remember rn is i kept seeing cardi (right after i dream abt rihanna), she was pregnant w a bigg belly! I think she wanted me to hug her each time? Idk, but i would be doing things … then shes there so […]

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Are Narcissists the Bad Guys?

When you’re egregiously wrong, you want me to be soft, sweet, and kind. Yet when *I’m* hurt bc of a “minimal” thing that YOU DID WRONG, you want me to justify your complete devaluing of the issue ?!?! It’s not even an issue to you; it’s just “a hairline trigger”.

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Mon Oct 4

711 am This weekend was fun. I’m judging my idea of fun. Why we gotta be out around soo many ppl to have fun? You don’t even talk to nobody.. What’s worse, ppl thinking I can’t dance or ppl actually knowing i cann dance?! I haven’t had my go all out time yet….. Only by […]

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Why Do I Like You?

Mon Sep 28 214 am Why do I even like you? It’s been 3 years. I have nothing to show for it but a title of “Daddy” and you asking me to be your bitch … What do I even do with that? You ignore my phone calls. You don’t call me back. You block […]

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