What is a woman to do when she wants a penis but she also doesn’t want to be with a nigga that’s not hers?
I’m so conflicted, I’m trying to just do what I want and ignore what I should and should not do according to whoever tf tryna tell me how to live my life. But it’s hard when I want 2 different things.
I want a man touching on me but I also want that man to be my man. I was just with a nigga and like it was cool a little bit but it’s always this thought in the back of my head like you don’t deserve all of this. You’re not my man, you’re not ready for all of this. You’re not going to appreciate everything I’m giving you. You’re only interested in my body. I want a man who interested in my mind and soul. I want a man I can give myself completely to.vi want a man who will control me I guess.
No that’s it. I want a man to control me.
But the thing is I do have boundaries and of course I want to be safe. So I’m looking for a man who will respect my boundaries and not ask me to cross them cuz I don’t want to ever tell him no. Kinda like the potential I have with the libra. He said he wants full control over a woman, which is so hot to me. The only issue is he likes to disappear for a bit. I need someone I know isn’t going to leave me. Someone here for a while who’s going to cherish me and everything I do for him. Someone who will still respect as a smart independent woman after I fuck his life up in bed 😂
I’m a horny ass ho right now, Lord help me
I just saw my professor and I’m thinking about fucking him…. I want an old ass man to be my daddy and fuck me crazy. Be all protective and buy me shit. I’m sitting outside and I feel like everybody can tell what I’m thinking about 😂
I want someone to come ravish me. Like some romance novel/porn star type shit. I’m just casually sitting down, kinda laying my head back a bit feeling the wind and then this beautiful ass strong ass man comes and leans over me. He whispers some sexy ass cormy ass shit like “damn girl, who gave you permission to be that fine?” And then he’ll like kiss my cheek and bite my neck a little still talking to me. Telling me what I do to him and what he’s thinking about doing to me 😍 I’m just giggling and getting wet as shit, then he finally says he wants me to come to his place. He kinda says it as a joke like “damn ma, I’ma take you home with me one day” but then I’m just being all cute and innocent like and say ok 😊 So now he’s like oh fr?? I can do that? And I say yeah still giggling acting innocent. So he picks me up and of course his hand is on my ass. And well, then it goes in my ass. I don’t exactly know how that works but it just does lol. He’s carrying me to his car, a nice ass Audi, and he’s fingering me the whole time. Not like some intense shit, just touching and rubbing. But like no one knows but me and him. Idk the logistics of everything but no one can see where his hand is but I feel it and it’s so hot to me. He’s feeling all the wetness in my pussy and everyone can see us as he’s doing it but no one knows. Fuck I kinda want A**x now…. He’d do some shit like that. Fuck we’ve done some shit like that at the movies with his friends. I still don’t know if they knew but I had a grand old time. Now I’m thinking they probably knew I was his side ho too… Smh
This man come in here to fix the light in my kitchen and I just want to spread my legs and start rubbing my pussy. Like wtf, why am I like this? What do I do with all this energy bro? I can’t just go around fucking maintenance men, that’s not sanitary. Ugh I’m texting my man. I got to. But I didn’t 😂 maybe I just need to go to sleep….
ThoughtsofaLibra 